Going All In

An odd thing about Jesus is that, every time he seems to be faced with temptation to give up on the Father’s plan that has him dying for the world’s sins, Jesus then overcomes the temptation with extra resolve. We’ve seen this throughout Lent. Right at the beginning of his ministry, he goes into the wilderness for the sole purpose of subjecting himself to temptation by no less than Satan himself. He comes out toughened and confirmed and ready for work.  

Later, when Jesus begins to share with his disciples that he is going to have to die, Peter tempts Jesus by telling him that this isn’t the Father’s will. This really gets to Jesus, and Jesus responds by rebuking Peter (and Satan, who seems to be behind it all). Then, for good measure, Jesus says, “In fact, not only do I have to die, but anyone who wants to walk with me has to take up their cross and get in line!” Resolve!

Just a few days before the end, Jesus is standing among all the worshipers at the Temple, and he seems to be struggling. He tells everyone that his hour has come, and then he prays, “I don’t know what to say. Father, save me from this hour.” And then, the resolve, “No! It is for this reason I have come to this hour. Father, glorify your name.” Every time the chips are down, Jesus goes all in.

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Can the Rocks Really Cry Out?

I just started co-teaching a class on the spiritual disciplines using Richard Foster’s book Celebration of Discipline: The Path to Spiritual Growth as our guide.  In writing about the discipline of meditation Foster suggests that “Christian meditation, very simply, is the ability to hear God’s voice and obey his word.”  Of course this hearing God’s voice and obeying his word applies to all of the disciplines, and also suggests a very healthy way in which we are to follow Christ and live our lives for Him.

Living in a constant state of meditation on the life of Christ is hard to do, but is a reasonable and obtainable life I believe those who follow Christ are called to practice and live out.  I am not an expert, and my experiences of listening to the still small voice of God and being obedient need to be improved upon, but I am challenged to live my life in this manner while learning as I grow.

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Two Fish and Lent

This is my first time writing on Daniel’s blog… which is actually rather intimidating! I was honored that Daniel wanted to include me as one of the contributors, but this group of men are on an advanced, doctoral level.  I’m more on the preschool level.  As the sole female, I hate to do that disservice to other women.  I would prefer for our sole representative to be able to show up these men academically and theologically (in the nicest Christian-ly way of course) but for any of you women reading this, don’t get your hopes up with me.  However, I am glad and thankful to be able to occasionally share my thoughts on here and I hope at least someone will be able to identify with them.

Daniel and I have a five year old son and a two year old daughter.  The other day I was watching an animated movie with them called The Jesus Movie.  Our son enthusiastically picked it out from the church library.  I cringed inwardly at his selection – doesn’t a cartoon movie with such a “creative” title, just scream Christian cheesiness?!  Thankfully, it was actually much better and more entertaining than I was expecting for a cartoon version of Jesus’ life.  

As I was watching (I’ll admit–not very attentively), it came to the story of the feeding of the 5,000.  I've heard that story countless times, and typically my focus is on the miracle of Jesus turning a small amount of food into enough to satisfy the hunger of a huge crowd with many baskets leftover.  Wow!  That should certainly capture our attention.  However, this time something different stood out to me.  My focus was on the small cartoon-boy who handed over his lunch. Jesus looked at him with eyes of compassion and said “Thank you for your offering.”

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This Will Be Better with Friends

This week represents a significant change for me, for this site, and for those of you who pay attention to it. I have been convinced for a while now that I am in profound need of the help of others if I want to fully become the kind of person I want to be, and this has also proven to be true in terms of the projects I've worked on over the past few years through SalvationLife.com and SalvationLife Books. Everything––from a blog post to my life overall––turns out better when I involve other people.

So, as of this week, this blog and these books will also include contributions from others. Here are some of the main folks you'll hear from, each of whom have played an important role in my life:

  • Luke Ankeny: Luke is the pastor of Homedale Friends Community Church in Homedale, ID. Luke has lived spiritual formation in front of/with/and for me (and for many others) since before I had any clue what spiritual formation was.
  • John Grant: John has spent years as a Nazarene pastor and is currently working on a PhD in stuff I have trouble understanding. He has a great mind, and he and I became friends in graduate school because of his great heart. My friendship with John was one of my first real tastes of how good a spiritual friendship can be. (See John's blog.)
  • Kara Harris: No one else both helps me become and makes me want to keep becoming a better person as much as Kara, which is part of why I continue to be very glad that she married me. I and everything I do would be a mess without her, and this blog will be dramatically better with her contribution.
  • Robert Pelfrey: Robert is Associate Pastor at First United Methodist Church of Midland, TX (my church home), and later this summer will become pastor of Western Hills United Methodist Church in El Paso. He may be the smartest person I know, and his friendship has been invaluable to me as we have shared this journey of seeking to become more like Jesus together. I'm thrilled that SalvationLife Books will publish Robert's first book, Rock God, in the summer of 2014. (See Robert's blog.)

Fasting and Our Attempts to Twist God's Arm

One huge change during our lifetime is the quantity of teaching and writing on the topic of fasting. In the first helpful material I ever read on fasting, Richard Foster’s chapter on this practice in Celebration of Discipline, he noted, “in my research I could not find a single book published on the subject of Christian fasting from 1861 to 1954, a period of nearly 100 years.”[1]Today, in contrast, I just did a quick search online which turned up 157 current Christian books with fasting as their subject matter.

In scanning through the list, these are things which we are led to believe can/should come if we practice fasting:

  • power
  • miracles
  • breakthroughs of different kinds (spiritual, emotional, physical, and––of course––even financial)
  • health, energy and longer life
  • better preaching
  • revival
  • and the one that takes the prize, from one of the book descriptions: ”achieving your dreams at ‘break neck’ speed”

Is something amiss? It’s as if we have turned this biblical practice into a way of twisting God’s arm into giving us something that, by our fasting, we are showing him that we really, really want––like our spiritualized adult version of a toddler’s attempts at manipulating their parents by throwing a temper tantrum. “God, I really want this, and I’m going to prove it to you by going without food for a while!”

Read the rest at Conversations Journal.

Skipping Lent

The opening line of the gospel reading for the first Sunday in Lent is disturbing to me:

“Then Jesus was led up by the Spirit into the wilderness to be tempted by the devil.”

We know the story that follows, how Jesus fasted in the desert and resisted the devil’s temptations to turn stones into bread, throw himself from the temple, or worship Satan in exchange for the promise of the kingdoms of the world and all of their splendor. My track record against temptations much less serious than those isn’t very admirable. As Lent begins this year, this has made me realize that perhaps, for me, there’s a fourth temptation in the story which is a better place to start:

Can’t I get by just fine without following Jesus and the Spirit into the Lenten wilderness at all?

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Two New Resources for Lent from SalvationLife Books

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As Lent approaches this year, we are glad to have two new resources available from SalvationLife Books, each designed to be helpful in your efforts to follow Christ in this important season of the Christian year.

Follow: 40 Days of Preparing the Soul for Easter is a daily devotional, with readings and prayers for each of the forty days of Lent (plus one for Easter Sunday). This book will help you understand what Lent is and how any Christian can observe it in a way that will enable you to follow Christ through the events of your life by paying attention to some of the most important events of his life–including his entry into Jerusalem, his last supper with the disciples, his arrest, crucifixion, and burial. Then, with soul well-prepared, you will be ready to genuinely celebrate the Lord’s resurrection on Easter Sunday.

Follow Prayerfully: A Guide to Prayer for Lent is designed to be useful on its own or as a companion guide to Live Prayerfully: How Ordinary Lives Become PrayerfulIt will lead you into ways of praying with other people’s words (based on prayers from The Book of Common Prayer), praying without words, and praying with your own words, including scripture readings, hymns, and prayers which are particularly helpful during Lent.

Each of these resources is available in print and Kindle editions.